bittersweet

HI! im back!

2010-10-28T22:59:00.001-07:00

will update real soon.

god gave you style and gave you grace and put a smile upon your face

2009-09-26T01:15:00.000-07:00

Okay I've got a couple of minutes to spare before I head for shower,
so I thought I would take the time to put in another blog.
First one in a while, better late then never though :)

sometimes i wish i can choose how i want my life to be.
how i could start a story with my happy ending.
how i wish i had the love from my own mother.
how i wish my dad wasnt in prison.
how i wish my siblings were here by my side.
how i can choose not to be attach to anyone
before i got married.
how i wish i chose the right friend.

but, to think about it,
we don't live in a world of reality,
we live in a world of perceptions.

regret is an essential component of happiness.
there's alot of things i regret in my life though.
from the school days til my working times.
from my family til my friends.

trust is a weakness that
will neva change in me.
i trusted to many people
that i collapsed in the end.
i find hard times searching for
true friends but they are
not worth being with.
so until then,
i trust no one.
i tried my best to
be the best for my past
but it all went wrong.
i put my family aside
just to be happier with
some other strangers.

i'm starting to wonder if
i should really look for
my mother.
i do not know where she is.
my dad always asked me
if i wana meet my mom.
its awkward.
i dont wana cry again
going through all these
and to realized that
i was born this way.
and again...
there's no point wasting tears!
i love my guardians.
they picked me up
when i needed love.
without them, i dont know
where on earth i will be.

Im a girl who likes my fair share
of love and affection.
Unfortunately I couldn't survive
any longer and had been feeling
the grips of depression, and
when I feel depressed, it's time
to make urgent changes, because
I can quite quickly become a
chunk of good-for-nothing depressed meat.
I just wana work and earn the money
to leave Singapore.
my life has been hectic and
I have been under pressure
when i start thinking of leaving
the family behind.
oh well,
life may not be easy,
yet it never gets too hard.
you open yourself up to sufferring
to people you love most.
Only those who dare to fail greatly
can never achieve fully.

Giving up is the easiest thing in the world to do
and i will neva give up to
the planned i've made for myself
and i hope almighty God
will fullfill my wishes.

i just dont know what i want in life...
but i guess i felt betta now after letting all these words out.

God is fair. He knew what he's doing.
All we have to do is smile and wait.

2009-09-09T03:58:00.000-07:00

The precious humans

i missed blogging.

its gona breakfast soon.

im so tired today.

i help my mom on the cookies..

my first birthday wish!

2009-09-09T01:07:00.000-07:00

thanks justin!

missing n thinkin of you...

2009-07-18T23:27:00.001-07:00

one of the greatest friend ever met..

Ashikin Thamrin

2009-07-17T09:18:00.000-07:00

one million words cant describe how it feels to know your love

this is how strong our love is...

hang out with khussaini til 8.30pm... sigh...

i met him at city hall and we went to vivo city

to chill...

before that, we went to bugis for lunch.

at raffles hospital's banquet.

i had chicken rice, he had carrot cake.

so back to vivo city.

we slacked there.

we sang.

we laughed.

we talked... crap.

duh whatelse...??

damn i've been rotting for months.

i cant take it anymore.

i fucken need a decent job.

oh God help me...!!!

i felt useless.

sigh...

khus,

fap fap fap!

lamo.

ciaoz!

famileee

2009-07-16T07:18:00.000-07:00

hari raye... tahun bile pon aku tak tau!

i love boobies since i was young.

me bdae..

imma share a-lee-el some'in...

2009-07-16T06:37:00.000-07:00

hell yeah! im a fire-fighter!

my hero(top left)

haiz. mcm paham.

awww sho shuweet.

this was really fun. i can still remember.

taj mahal singapore punye!

me...

thats my sister. she wanted a dog when she was younger.

imaginary pon jadi lah!

i love her so much. and i can see she really do too.

look at her face....

i love her

seluar stop it ehh tina!

my late granpa. i miss him.

cheyyy... madrasah sey.

in the train... as in "kereta-api"

those were my younger days..

i can still remember

every steps and every moves.

those who were gone.

plus those who's still here.

you are always in my heart.

2009-07-16T03:32:00.000-07:00

i soooo wana rape your boobs.

im freaking bored at home.

i kept on repeating a song from Yuna.

she's sho cute.

i think i like her.

Is your favourite colour blue?

Do you always tell the truth?

Do you believe in outerspace?

And I'm learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?

Does your hair flow sideways?

Did someone took a portion of your heart?

And I'm learning you

And if you don't mind

Can you tell me

All your hopes and fears

And everything that you believe in

Would you make a difference in the world

I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you

And in time you will too

If you don't mind

Can you tell me

All your hopes and fears

And everything that you believe in

Would you make a difference in the world

I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

Only you can make me

If you don't mind

Can you tell me

All your hopes and fears

And everything that you believe in

Would you make a difference in the world

I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

Only you can make me

Deeper Conversation

Let me

iCook

2009-07-15T04:04:00.000-07:00

today's my angry mom's birthday.

i woke up at bout 11.30pm.

i talked to Khus.

he said he's in e lock up...

and it reminded me of this song:

They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)

They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, (im locked up)

They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)

They won't let me out no, they won't let me out~~~

and so...

i promised my little sister

that imma go fetch her after school.

I WAS LATE!

she told me to meet her at 2.30pm.

2.20pm, im still at home busy drying my hair

and chatting with friends.

then i took a cab from my block.

4 bucks. thats hella cheap.

i saw her sitting at the bustop

infront of her school.

and so, i hold her hand and

walked to another bustop.

heading Jurong Point.
we bought a birthday cake for mom from Prima Deli.

and when i reached home,

iCook.

i made my special Seafood Aglio Olio... haiz mcm paham.

and so....

i was bored.

this was what i did.

after all the hard work..

this is what i get!

tadaaaa.....

the cake we bought for her.

oh well...

eventhough she made me stayed outside

til dawn,

i still love her as much as i love my life.

she took care of me since young.

those days i needed care and love from a mother.

those days where i've had nowhere to go.

she was by my side since i was 6 months old.

when my dad was imprisoned,

when my mom neva i had seen.

she tolerated all my nonsence,

since young.

mama,

you dont know...

deep in my heart,

i've always wanted to

hold you tight in my arms.

kiss you

and even

lay my head on your lap.

but... you so garanggg...

no wonder baba takot you.

Semoga Allah Panjangkan Usiamu

Rohani Bte Hassan (51)

15th July 1958

and Khussaini,

no matter what's going to happen,

i'll always be by your side.

public transport pon public transport lah..

nothing much..

2009-07-14T10:26:00.000-07:00

i love khussaini more then you could ever imagine

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............ nie khussaini punye kerje ah!

i went out with khus today.

was pretty hot day.

but we had fun.

went down to esplanade.

i tapao kway teow goreng kurang.....

eh eh salah. kerang!

he finished it all.

sigh.. ya as per normal.

he and his selfishness.

hehe kidding.

we bought J.Co donuts.

he ate 1

i ate 3

okay aku gemok. nvmd.

we met ayu for awhile.

ayu.. cute... ily.

i wana bite u.

till ur skin tears apart.

alif, jgn marah haaaaa...

i went home at 8.30pm.

damn early.

my mom,

wasnt happy with me still.

da la kene dok luar sampai 6pagi!

ish.

jahat!

so when i reached home,

everything was fine.

i miss my sis.

i miss my bed.

my brother,

still a jerk!

always grabbed my spot(my bed).

sigh.. oh well.

im tired. i wana rest...

i love u Khus...

but i love Allah more...

Good Night~~~~

outing

2009-07-14T08:51:00.000-07:00

han & kez turned 1 year in relationship.
congratz to u ke anak cucu............

i love this outing.

dear Khus, Kez, Hanif, Ayu, Alif....

wo ai ni!

My Sons

2009-07-14T08:41:00.000-07:00

Haziq Anaqi & Amirul Hakimi

My Boring Trip to Kuala Lumpur

2009-07-14T07:40:00.001-07:00

my aanggrrryyy motheerrrrr

i love my sister!

My Last Day @ Escape!

2009-07-14T07:12:00.000-07:00

i love you guys alot!!! and gona miss you people so damn much!

okay....

2009-07-05T05:02:00.000-07:00

blogspot was being an ass last few days.
i cant upload photos.
dont know why.
anyway...
how are you???
i miss blogging.

i've been going through fucked up life
these few days.
someone just dont know
what is "move-on".
must i repeat it again and again?
listen..

"why duncha stop emailing me and come by my sight and chat? and stop stalking me like as if you have got nothing much fucking betta to freakin do. you fucking cum face, piece of shit... just so you know i am ALREADY tired of your games."

may God turns back the karma to you... AMIN!

Perfect Partner.

2009-06-24T07:32:00.000-07:00

How tall should they be?
-just taller then me.
What should they weigh?
-i dont really care bout that.
What hair color should they have?
-darker hair color preferable
What kind of personality should they have?
-fun and dope!
Older or younger?
-prefer older.
Serious or carefree?
-both
Spontainous or hesitant?
-errrr
Brutally honest or tight-lipped?
-both
Beautiful or intelligent?
-i'll fall for you easier if you're intelligent
Movie or a restaurant?
-both
What film actor should they most be like?
-Robert Pattinson or Johnny Depp
What singer should they most be like?
-wow this is tough
Should they make all the money?
-i believe as a partner, we work together. not expecting just for the one.
Do they need to cook?
-maybe yes
What is their best body part?
-the body itself. with hard chest. lol
What body part do you not care about?
-dick?
Desk job or physical labour?
-lemme think
What car should they drive?
-i dont really care
What one thing completely turns you off?
-retardation
What one thing completely turns you on?
-laughter... trust me. the more you laugh, the more it turns me on

Finish the Sentence

2009-06-24T07:25:00.000-07:00

My ex...
-whatever
Maybe I should...
-go for a diet
I love...
-maggi
People would say that i'm...
-crazy
I don't understand...
-math
When i wake up in the morning...
-i sleep again
I lost...
-hope
Life is full of...
-wonders
My past is...
-total mess
I get annoyed when...
-there's alot of people and its hot like fuck
Parties are...
-abosolute fun!!!
I wish...
-i'm always 18
Dogs...
-are smart
Cats...
-are lazy... like meeeee
Tomorrow...
-khus
If I had a million dollars...
-i'll fucking get the fuck out of Singapore.
I'm totally terrified...
-of..... khus?

My Secrets Survey

2009-06-24T07:13:00.000-07:00

What's in your wallet?
-cash, cards & receipts
What's under your bed?
-bed
What's on that way top shelf or in the very far back of your closet?
-helmets
What's in your underware drawer?
-tupperware
What's in the trunk of your car?
-no car
What's in your desk or locker?
-FHM magz
Do you have a super-secret hiding place and what's in it?
-i've revealed all my secrets...
Do you feel guilty about something right now, if yes what?
-yes and i wont tell you.
What is the most embarassing thing in your room right now?
-none
Have you done something recently you hope no one finds out about?
-hehe yes yes!
What is your last thought before you fall asleep?
-what must i eat tomorrow.
How long have those leftovers been in the fridge?
-i dont actually care.
If I confiscated your computer and took a look around....what would I find?
-me singing horribly.
Do you sleep with anything?
-heh. i dont sleep naked.
What is your midnight snack weakness?
-maggi... not really a snack. rofl.
Have you ever you shop lifted?
-yes.
Have you ever vandalized anything?
-walls....
Ever danced with the devil in the pale moonlight?
-huh?
What do you wait until no one is looking to do?
-finger myself.
Have you told the truth in this survey
-not really... ciao!

Love Survey

2009-06-24T06:59:00.000-07:00

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
- For me to know and for u to fucking find out!
2) Are you happy with where you are?
- No
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
-Definitely
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
-Alot of times
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
-Wait, are you crazy??
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
-I dont believe in going back to my past. Once a cheater, always a cheater.
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
-Oh yes!
8) Do you want children?
-Yup
9) How many?
-5
10) Would you consider adoption?
-If i cant make one.
11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
-Just shuddup.
12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
-A lil.
13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating?
-Not really.
14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
-Duh!
15) Are you romantic?
-Not exactly sure.
16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
-Yes.
17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object where would it be?
-D'Marquee
18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
-Yes! Hatred.
19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't?
-Yes. I want Edward Cullen not Robert Pattinson.
20) Have you ever broken a heart?
-Into pieces you mean?
21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?
-Hellnoonoo
22)What would you say about your last ex?
-ZZZZZZzzz

survey about me..

2009-06-21T10:23:00.000-07:00

Name
-

Nickname(s)
-

Age
Im sooooo going 21 and im not glad bout that.

Birthday
11th September 1988

Birthplace
Johor Bahru, Malaysia Boleh!!!

Current Location
Singapura Tak Boleh!

Eye Color
purple+green+blue

Hair Color
alot of colors...

Height
165....7....cm

Weight
53kg

Lefty or Righty
righty

Zodiac Sign
imma Virgo

What Do You Drive
go-kart

Screenname
nothing

{---Favorites---}

Color
black

Number
13

Band
alot

Music Genre
universal

TV Show
too many

Movie
too much

Actor
duno

Actress
dun wana know

Kind of Movie
all kinds

Cartoon
all funny ones..

Sport
baseball

Fast Food Restaurant
a few

Food
all sort noodles

Ice Cream
all

Cereal
Honey Bunches of Oats

Candy
mentos.. actually any strong mint candies.

Drink
root beer and yakult also plain water

Alcoholic Beverage
none

Quote
....

{---Do You---}

Have any siblings
yes and i wont tell ya.. BITCH!

Have any pets
dead

Have a job
theme park crew

Have a cellphone
nup

Have any special talents or skills
oh yes.... in bed

Have any fears
fear of getting hurt in the heart...

Have a bedtime
no no

Sing in the shower
oh yes. always... heart out loud

Want to go to college
ya

Get along with your parents
so well

Have any piercings
none... im holy!

Have any tattoos
yes... in my dreams.

Swear
alot of time

Smoke
holy

Drink
ho.... ok what if im thirsty??

Do Drugs
one day....

{---Love & All That Crap---}

Ever been in love
oh yess

Ever cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend
yes yes

Are you single
ehhhhh

Are you in a relationship
hohoho

Do you have a crush on someone
yesss

Ever been dumped
OH YESSS!!!

Ever dumped someone
yes

{---This or That---}

Fruit or Vegetable
vegetable..... very much love it!

Black or White
black..

Lights On or Lights Off
wuuuuu.... off!

TV or Movie
movie

Car or Truck
truck

Cash or Check
cash! duh....

Rock or Rap
both

Chocolate or Vanilla
chocos!

French Toast or French Fries
french dude.

Strawberries or Blueberries
burberries

Cookies or Muffins
cookies... especially from subway... eat fresh...

Winter Break or Spring Break
winter... hoping!!!

Hugs or Kisses
hugs

{---Have You Ever---}

Danced in a public place
always...

Smiled for no reason
alot of time

Laughed so hard you cried
of course

Talked to someone you don't know
yesssssssssssss

Drank alcohol
dont ask

Done drugs
i will!!! one day!

Partied 'til the sun came up
no. sun goes down.

Gotten a ticket
one way ticket to helllllllllllllllll

Been arrested
neva

Been convicted of a crime
jeez no!

Been in a wreck
neva

Been out of the country
nevvv... eveerrrr.

{---Random & Silly Junk---}

Are you a virgin
nope. i lost to myself.

Ever TP'd someone's house
nooooooooooo not house. but room.

Ever egged someone's house
one day

How many languages do you speak
teuuuwweee

Who do you compare yourself to
pig?

Ever regret anything
2 things

Do you like being tickled
hehehe duno

What are your goals
travel

Are your fingers tired
no...

Are you tired of this survey
ok ok lah

Are you happy
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
heppi! cuz i dont need to type anymore.

yours truly,
twiggy

btw..

2009-06-21T09:45:00.000-07:00

Ken, Amos, Jennis, Me, Khassim, Lynna

pig face! hahahahahaha!

destiny's child.... aku beyonce...!

that's aisyah and jim. i love them.

lynna and meeee

ouhh they're just my fans. right side, cherlie.

punch card moment... vincent and robin.

red hair moment... ish... minah minah..

my ex bf

neezam and me at vivo

die lagi!

saw that??? im MARRIED!

sumathi... mati tknk. nak hidop jerrr!

weiting. always used to disturb her... waitinggg

kim heong... mak angkat aku! rofl!

im a trustless n hopeless cashier...

happy people...

ya allah! sape niii??

ok they hate me. thats why i left!

i missed best denki people.

peace out!

hiiii there!!!

2009-06-21T08:47:00.000-07:00

(okay. i duno what kinda pose is this...)

(abg body and abg... kaki! okay merepek! NEXT!)

(nabila, hantu, hanisha.... alala nak step cute jer. its hanisah accctuuaallyy.)

and today.. i was working.

im supposed to come at 3pm,
and Vincent called at 1plus told me that
i was suppose to come at 12pm. ok great and whatever.
i reached at 2.30 like that.

some things happened at work.
i rather not share.
khus sent me to train station after work.
i so bloody cant sleep in e train.

well..

im going KL this 27th.
im not sure how many days actually.
my mom dont wana tell mehhhh!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....
im not looking forward to it but i think
i need a vacation.

Gina, the girl who was with Quinzy at Guitarhero competition,
leave me a comment in myspace asking if im able
to join them this friday at arab street.
awwww feel so special!!!
Im not sure. prolly working. busy.

she's not in here anyway...
but i still hope i can make it.

btw,
last few days, cant be bothered to remember when,
played L4D with some people.
sigh.. dont wana talk bout it again.
im so bad.
kept shooting my teammates.
kept going to the wrong directions.
always farway from other's.
sooo anti-social. lol.

and in e night..
headed to kezia's place. there's khus, hanif, me...
and of course her....
eat, dinner or supper... aku pon tak tau...
mee soto... power.
haha
slacked and chilled till about 2am eh? ntah la.
was speaking cock.
talked about vacations.
i hope we could go together one day.
maybe end of e year.
i'll save money foshuerrrr.

and i miss my dad.
i promised to download some songs from Bob Dylan

btw... i fall in love with him everyday....

both me and my dad.. we love him alot. Forever youngggggg
ahhhhh hornnnyyy...
i bumped into Valentina at Paris Ris hahaa
Pasir Ris MRT.
i miss her alot...

good night...

2009-06-18T09:48:00.000-07:00

i hang out with Tan and Aida after work.

were laughing like mad bitches.

sigh........

_________________________________________

sunset moment... <33

_________________________________________

my kids....

p/s: i hate my job. sooooooooo tiring.

2009-06-16T07:36:00.000-07:00

tina tertipu!!!

i was on my way back home with aisha and nadia.

we've got balloons from singtel roadshow.

thought of playing with e voice.

but, it didnt work out!!!!!

argggghh

camwhore

2009-06-14T07:44:00.000-07:00

...

2009-06-14T03:34:00.000-07:00

My mom was nice to me this morning.

She cooked for me before i go to ugame.

I love her.

I miss my ustaz alot.

Havent been seeing him like, forever.

nak tgk, tgk. tknk tgk suda!

hang out... the day before yesterday.

2009-06-13T21:57:00.000-07:00

Me, Tabby, Zuhayr @ GuitarHero Competition

Zuhayr is an EXPERT!

cool ah...

I love this one. So the familyyyy.

Lily dancing techno! ~ please dont stop e music.. music... music....

okay. ni part kecoh.

tsk tsk tsk..

awwww <333

khus muke stop it ey..

awwww again

?? showing off e shoe

oh muh gah!

vroom vroom....

HELLELUJAH...!

this picture is like telling you a story.. lol

awwww again again

Alif, im sorry.... ;)

ah yeah! oh baby!!!

Alif, im sorry again.

gay partner

dear lily,

if u want the rest of the photos, i'll send it to you through msn.

yours dearly,

twiggy <3

AKU KENE HALAU!

2009-06-13T20:55:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i went out with Abg Khus. We promised to meet up at 4pm.. End up, 4.30pm.

Ala boleh la.... Jumpe jugak.

Abg Khus said,"I MISS YOU SO MUCH! I WANA MEET YOU SO BAD..."
whatever... ok lies. he dont even miss me. i know.

anyways, i met him at city hall. He wanted to fetch me from Jurong but

its okay Abg Khus. Ur being too nice. I dont wana trouble you.

we thought of buying chippy's fried mars bar. but the Q was long la oi!

FORGET IT! then we walked away with an angry face...

we walked through city link then bla bla bla...

esplanade.

sit.

talk.

cock.

we saw this couple-

. an old ang moh man in his 50's

. a filipino lady in her late 20's

they were hugging. like, e lady was sitting on top of the man.

and e man kept rubbing her ass. my eyes widen.

horny la sey.

they kissed like nobody's business.

me and khus were staring and spoke e crap out of it. rofl.

then it started to rain. we walked to peninsula to get his bike.

on e way there... we stopped by for an awesome performance by

japanese.

-Sivouplait

fucking awesome to e core.

Something like a MIME LIVE.

Nozomi Horie and Takeshi Shibasaki

then we headed to... where eh? erm... to... ish... to... wait eh wait eh...

lemme think *close eyes

erm.. ooooooooooooooooooooooooo

SUNTEC! YES AH!!!

Yes yes Suntec. We went to take a look around the PC show.

Alot of junks and stupid people. including us.. hehe

There's one point of time. We were in e lift.

It was madness crowded. I and Khus were seperated... ;(
We kept looking at eachie-ade.

He winked his eyes on me la sey.

eeee geli. tapi suke... ok mentel!

then, to starbucks. we accompanied ayu for berak...

ok kidding..

break i mean.

And she's 24? im shocked to e cock... still.

then made a move to cyber cafe. Met Alif... oh no no

TENGKU..

Left4dead.

sigh.. i dont wana talked bout it.

then went home. he sent me... to jurong.

btw.. khus was kinda horny yesterday. i like it.
want proof? fine! i'll proof to u!

ish... kecoh pe. he kept on masturbating this picture sia..

Khus Khus... tsk tsk tsk.

LMAO.. ok this is it..

i need to pee... <333>

when i reached home, its 1am. Almost.

my mom told me to sit outside. then i sit lor.

so cold n freazing. was all alone and scared.

i turned on my psp to listen to some music.

but in e end, she opened e door.

and bla bla bla + bla bla bla.
i kept my mouth shut!
i talked to abg khus on phone.

thought i could webcam with him.

no mood.

bye now...

p/s: i missed my dad so much

camcamcam

2009-06-10T11:53:00.000-07:00

look who's in da house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was on stickam....

2009-06-10T11:21:00.000-07:00

just for awhile.... lisa and chris were on cam..

and... afi! ajak masok stickam, then tak log in...

bikin kelakar pe???

anyway... chris is being so sweet...

khus... :)

2009-06-10T04:26:00.000-07:00

i've been meeting dear friend khus straight for days...

he sent...

he fetched...

jurong...

kallang...

work...

bla bla bla

so nice of him and thoughtful.

he brought me to alot of awesome places to chill.

we ate cup noodles. we were happy.

and i like it.

we slept at marina barrage like till 12am...

fucking relaxing sia

i miss kez. i wana meet afi.

he's going NS so soon. i dont wana see him bald.

afi, good luck to you if im not being able to meetchu. ;(

and... poor khus, was fired just today.

Dear Khus,

please dont be sad or emo and dont cut yourself

for bloody starbucks job... you can always look

for another job. its just matter of time.

i hope you'll get a job so soon...

yours,

Tina

Yesterday...

2009-06-06T22:05:00.000-07:00

~ all my troubles seemed so far away....

ok mepek!

i missed apek and ikin...

i'm going out for now... ciao!

btw... this was yesterday...

2009-06-06T10:39:00.000-07:00

convo with Abg Khus...

with Chris... Gosh i missed him alot...! haha
its was 7.15pm when i promised him that
we'll get on Skype in 15mins time. When the time comes
to 7.33pm, i quickly sign out. Lol. i was lazy.
SORRY CHRIS!

with another Chris. This one's from Canada. The one above,
US. This guy is SICK!

and this dude... turn me on... <33

2009-06-06T09:48:00.000-07:00

I was working full shift on that day till 8.30pm but eventually, my manager released me at 6pm. I promised to meet khus at 9pm. so, by the time I called him at 6+, he's still in bed. lmao.I asked him, "What are you doing?". He said, "Baring baring". Byk lah kau punye baring baring.So... After dealing with him, I made my way to e toilet at downtown for a quick shower. Few minutes later, he called saying that he've reached.

p/s: I do not understand why I cant manage to fasten my own helmet.

anyways...

After that, I accompanied Khus for dinner at bugis. Kesian... Lapar... He ate fucking prawn noods. I was drooling infront of him. He dont wana belanje me. He asked me to buy my own food. cb sia! Even I have to pay for my own drink. sigh...

(ish... kalau lah abg Khus bace nie, mampos aku!)

ok fine! I was lying.

bla bla bla...

And then, we headed to arab street. We went to el-sheikh. Was high on shisha by the time Han and Kez reached. It's dope man! I really love it. We were having tremendous fun down there with all the bloody music they played. Making absolute fun of each other. Lol. Oh well. Few hours later, Han and Kez made their way first to starbucks at Raffles City for a couple of drinks. Then prolly bout half/hour later me and Khus reached there.

sit and talk talk talk... bla blaa blaaa...

ITS TIME TO GO HOME...

ok ok I love this part...

on my way home, something funny happened.i felt that Khus's bike was wobbling. i thought he purposely did it but infact not.The road was supposed to be smooth but it turned out kinda bumpy.

i was making sounds like: ~aaaa~aaaa~aaaa~aaaa

When we nearly reached Cooperation Road, sekali tayar pancet la!

wth?? AKU GEMOK!

Khus said that...

(ok lie again)

betol! ish.

We dropped by to the nearest patrol station. Esso. He, with his cell phone.

Talk talk talk talk. Call call call call.

Its was 12+am back then sey. I've got curfew. But I did called my mom and inform her.

eeeeeeik. takut!

So, while waiting for the bikebulance, me and Khus played games. haahaa

Like how Radit and Jani played. awwwwww.... ok whatever!

Khus was hungry. We ate cup noodles. Both tom yam but different brand.

I didnt finished it up. After the bike was taken away, we went home.

CAB... <2.30am>

Escape Theme Park Photos

2009-06-04T09:40:00.000-07:00

I went to the Theme Park recently with my cousins. nm.
Was hot...

My Irritating Part Time Job...

2009-06-02T09:26:00.000-07:00

Today is my first day at Escape Theme Park.... working!!
It was like hell i can say. Fucking hot n spicy. lol.
I was late for 5mins, which is, suck... maybe.
When I reached there, as usual,
I'll be the center of attraction because of "e newcomer".
I was shy but act blurr. haha.
There's this girl, so call the incharge who's 18yrs old and i'm like 21.
She guided me to the locker room and i forgot her name. Well, idc.
And then I was asked to go to my section and look for...
erm.... idk eh... nat, natasha or something. yeah whatever she is.
She taught me on how to play with e games at the fair.
It was freaking humid and everyone was sweating like mad!
And of course including meh..
The whole day was hell to me. I hate it. I was coughing and sneezing.
My foot is so hurt. Been standing the whole day. With kids. 18yrs old kids.
But they were alright. Only some.
I went to smoke with the incharge cause she asked me to come along.
From there, she introduced me to some guys who's taking care of the rides.
They were hilarious. Fuunnnyy people.
I didnt eat during my break. Wasnt hungry though but when i reached
the locker room where they eat too, they fucking bought good food sia!
KFC, Cheese something something, chicken rice...

MAK KAU!

Then suddenly i was hungry. But just tahan jer. Sigh. Torturing.
Alot of things happened though, but lets make it short.
I went home at 8.30pm.
2 of the crew walked me to the bustop cause i dont know how to go there
and which bustop and what bus to take and... guess what...
i dont bloody know their names at all.
Yeah, whatever.
And on my way home, i was super hungry. I bought old chang kee's fishballs
to fill my stomach. I ate in the train. Lucky nobody see. And Khusaini called me
on my way home. He fucking bully me sia. I told him i felt like shitting. And look at what he texted me...

KURANG AJAR PE! hahahaah.

and then bl bla bla bla bla bla bla bla...

i reached home and i get online.

had a convo with neezam.

FUCCCCCCCCCCK! I really like his son sia.

Then webcam with my friend, Ahmet from Turkey.

He is always horny. I dont understand why...

see my cam? I was still on my escape theme park uniform...
lol.

tomorrow will be a tiring day. I'll be working from 9am till 8.30pm.
and will be meeting khus.... oh no no, i mean ABG KHUS, then head to kez and han at arab street for porn film making. I'm so excited.

ok ciao! im tired.

p/s: i missed footlongfong :/

this is what i have been doing lately...

2009-06-01T04:30:00.000-07:00

been webcaming with my friends and i was having fun. Neezam's son is so bloody cute.

And Afi, sucha loser. LOL! jgn mara sey...

And Kezia, my love... and some others; i forgot their names...

2009-06-01T04:19:00.000-07:00

i love kezia...

And Today...

2009-04-06T02:45:00.000-07:00

I thought of cooking. But kinda lazy. Its not raining today. I woke up at 3pm i guess. I've got no mood to even eat today cause yesterday, I ate 2 Mac burgers (doublecheese n McChicken). Yeah and you know, I didn't go to the Emirates Open Day. In fact, I applied for Qantas Airways. I hope they'll call me for an interview soon. I'm so desperate on becoming a flight attendent. Probably because I want to travel so much and I love meeting people. OH GODDDD! HELP ME!

And again, today, I missed my grandmama so much. Her dishes especially...
I miss my cousins. I miss Poi and Snow. I dunno when i could actually meet them again.
I miss my dad. I love him. I'll be visiting you again... dad!

Anyway, its 5.50pm now. I'm a little hungry now...

God Bless you! ;)

My First Blog...

2009-04-04T05:16:00.000-07:00

Today, the weather is extreamely cold. Its raining and i love it. I'm looking forward for Emirates Open Day tomorrow but unfortunately, I dont think I am going. My goodness. I need to bring along a full length photo of me and i cant bloody find a camera shop which actually do that. This is madness. I run about the whole fucking neighbourhood like a mad dog. I went out at 4pm and reached home at 7pm. Its suck. Gosh. But its okay. I guess i'll just wait for the next opening. ~What a waste!!!

Well, now, I am actually thinking of creating a blog! Which is.... stupid?
Yes? No?
Yeah whatever...

I just need someone to talk to.
So the best thing i can depend on is actually Blogspot.
Hahaha. Okay not funny.

So.. erm well... errr...

okbye.